i've been thinking about going back to work, about putting noah in pre-school. the thought of it makes me sad, but right now i think it's best for our family that i work. i'm only willing to work part-time and for the school district. i want to have the same schedule as nicholas and i will not work while nicholas is home alone during the summer. so right now i'm looking into working part-time and i keep telling myself that it'll be good for noah too.